My sweet, gentle, beautiful boy You were the best thing to ever happen to me. The day you were born I was the proudest person on this planet. As you were growing up you taught me so many things. You were wise beyond your years. You were so kind, so thoughtful. Always helping others. Not a bad bone in your body. Everyone liked you. You were funny, witty and always so polite and respectful. You bravely battled with your demons for 4 years. It broke my heart to see you so tormented, so hopeless. Slowly, the spark in your beautiful blue eyes began to fade. You chose to end your life 41 days ago. I will never stop loving you. I wish I could've taken your pain away. My darling boy, I miss you so so much. I wish I was with you. xxx